What's in my head
This is work in progress!!
Come back later for updates
- So... as of 23/03/2025, I have been really busy with "adult stuff" and had no time to properly study and develop skills in HTML, but I still want to do it, I'll make some effort to learn
- My life has been changing a lot recently, my free time became really short and I think it will be even shorter from the next month forward, I sincerely hope that I'll still have some desire to continue this in the future, kinda makes me sad seeing all my plans becoming boring and "taking a lot of time to do"
- Writing this made me sad, I'm seeing now that, not only this project, but my wish to become a programmer in general, an artist and even playing videogames turned into something that requires so much effort and now I don't have the energy to do it, I fear that I'll never get this energy again
- Life has become so noisy, everything is too much and I'm kinda tired, I see now how much of a privilege it was to just study and have free time available
- It's now 01/04/2025. I've started a new course, it's from 7PM to 10PM, which leaves me with only so much time to do my hobbies during the week.
I'll try to tinker here when boredon of plyaing games come, in order to avoid getting burned out of just playing games, even tho I have a method to combat this now.
I can also try doing it on my weekends... so, it's not all lost
- Today is 13/04/2025, I've got some motivation to learn a little bit more on how to improve this website, finally made different tabs for the categories I've wanted to implement and I'm quite happy with the result so far.
I'm stil very much burnt out of my routine, I may need to come back to therapy soon so I can get help sorting everything that is happening in my life right now. I hate how I'm being lazy to things that are really important for my life, I wanna fix that as soon as possible. This will probably influence on my frequency updating this website.
- Well... A month has passed, today is 24/05/2025 and I haven't done any updates on this website since :P. But all I can say that my general mood is better than it was before. I'm kinda not doing ANYTHING now, besides living on automatic and procrastinate everything that I have to do. For instance, I'm not studying as I should be, not learning to code like I wanted, not even playing videogames, a thing that I love to do..., well... sort of, I still play some online games with my friends, but MY games, the singleplayer ones, are half-played. To solve this, I have in my mind new strategies that I want to implement in order to diminish these problems in my life. I'll come back with an update if I managed to implement them or not and also try to update my page aswell, I've got new plans.
